Thursday, February 10, 2011

In a rut

I am in a rut.

I feel as creative as bologna.

I feel stuck.

I need a change.

I need a spark.

I need a fire to get me going again.

I feel drained...and dull...and boring.

Facebook doesn't cure it.

Food doesn't satisfy it

Music can't drown it out.

The tiny voice inside that tells me this is not it. This is not right!

You have bit your tongue too many times!

You have stuffed down the possibilities and the ideas for too long!

You have settled for the dull and boring for far too long just because it is easier. Rocking the boat is too frightening.

Stepping out and up is unknown. There are no guarantees.

What if I try to fly and crash into the depths. Isn't it easier to stay where you can see? Even if your heart and soul cries out to be set free!

There is more!

I am grasping for it!

I am gasping for it.

1 comment:

  1. Winter "blues"? Too bad forecast calls for a bit more rain around here. Out comes the sun and you'll feel it...soon.